Because of something I found something.

Assalamualaikum.

Lately, there's something bothering me. Something I can't describe it literally. It's like something that is flying in your mind, running in your vein. Something that you know it is actually there yet you just do not know what it is. You feel it but you can't 'see' it.

That something had made my life worse and worse and worse. I couldn't sleep well these few nights. I lost my appetite(not all actually). I'm not interested in anything. Neither study, food, holidays, movies, friends nor my beloved one there in Malaysia. Like seriously, what is happening to me?

Erghhh...

Just now, I found this one beautiful video and I watched it. As I watched it, I felt like crying. It really touched my deep-deepest heart. I can't say that the video is excellent but it really gave me something when actually my heart was empty.

I do hope that you guys can spent 5 minutes and 27 seconds of your life to watch this video till the end.

Please, please, please...

source: Facebook JomBorak 

Credit to Zai for sharing it on the first place. Thank you.

Have you watched the video? How is it? Is it good? Do you feel something in your heart, in the deep-deepest heart?

Worth watch right? Huuuu~

No comment from me about the video. Cause you too know how its feel and you know what to do now? Good. The only thing now are how do you want to start and when it is?

Come on! There's not enough time left. Let's move!

Jom buat u-turn?

Assalamualaikum.

Alhamdulillah, makin hari makin ramai yang aku lihat berubah ke arah kebaikan. Ramai yang mula sedar tentang Islam. Walaupun dunia sekarang yang kita dah boleh panggil dunia akhir zaman dah, maknanya nak dekat kiamat dah, makin lama makin menggerunkan, membahayakan, dan macam-macam lagi lah, ramai yang mula buat u-turn, untuk kembal ke jalan yang benar. :)

Alhamdulillah. Alhamdulillah. Alhamdulillah.

Macam yang kita tau, makin lama, dunia ni akan jadi macam dulu-dulu. Kita ambik contoh senang, pakaian. Kalau dulu, masa Islam belum datang, kita pakai baju macam tak cukup kain. tapi, bila Islam datang, Alhamdulillah, kain semua cukup, labuh, tutup. Tapi sekarang, dah kembali macam dulu, tak cukup balik. Astaghfirullah. -__-"

Bukan nak tuju kat siapa-siapa. Aku bercakap secara umum. Tapi, kenapa tiba-tiba timbul hal ni? Nak tau kenapa? Sebab... hati aku tersentuh melihat perubahan yang rakan-rakan aku bawa. Kalau dulu, aihhhh, susahnya nak suruh pakai tudung labuh. Tak labuh mana pon, labuh setakat tutup kepala bahu je. Tapi, memberontak, marah, tak nak!

Sekarang dah lain. Makin cantik dan makin sopan aku tengok dengan tudung yang labuh mentutp dada, baju yang longgar tak macam buah nangka, berstokin menutup jari kaki dan ada pula yang bersarung lengan menutup pergelangan. Indah je pemandangan itu. Sejuk mata memandang. ^_^

Tapi, aku lihat balik diri aku. Aduhhh! masih banyak yang kena ubah. Masih jauh rasanya nak kejar rakan- rakan aku tu. Huuuu~

*empangan pecah*

Tapi tak apa. Yang penting, kita mash berada di jalan yang sama. Di atas jalan KEBENARAN. Tak apalah masih jauh pon, asalkan mencuba. Tak apalah tak dapat kejar pon, asalkan mencuba. Apa yang penting ialah MENCUBA.

Allah tak pandang pada keputusan yang kita akan dapat, sebab semua tu sudah ada dalam pengetahuanNya. Apa yang Allah nak tengok ialah USAHA kita dalam mencapai keredhaanNya. Kan? Kita kena ingat, redha Allah yang kita nak cari, yang kita nak kejar. Sebanyak man pon amal kita buat kat dunia ni, tapi tanpa reda dan rahmat Allah, kita tak akan masuk syurga juga.

So, key point dia senang. Do something with the intention to gain Allah's pleasure. Niat kena betul. Niat kena betul. Niat kena betul. So, keep up your work Ammanda! Usaha lebih lagi, moga impianmu menjadi wanita solehah menjadi satu kenyataan, bukan hanya angan-angan kosong!

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p/s: esok dah mula praktikal. doakan segalanya berjalan lancar ya. semoga dipermudahkan urusan dunia dan akhirat.

STIG-X 2013!

Assalamualaikum.

Wooaaa! It has been a long long long time since my last update ehh? When I looked at my post list, it was 15 April 2013. That was really old post. Lol. Actually there are a lot and lot and lot of stories that I wanted to write and post in this blog but I barely have enough time even for myself. *sigh*

Okey, lets proceed to our story today!

It's about STIG-X 2013. What is that? Is that some kind of food? No? Ohh, maybe it is a new discovered alien? Hehh. Of course not. *okey, it's not funny. -__- Actually, STIG-X stands for Stalingrad Intervarsity Games. Do you get that guys? Good. :)

This year, our university(VSMU) was chosen as the host. So, as a host, there were a lot of preparations need to be done. I saw that everyone was giving their most cooperation into this program. I was so glad and happy to see the strong bond between the students here. Good! *thumbs up*

Alhamdulillah.

VSMU was the winner! What? Yes, we're the winner! As I was experiencing this for the first time, this was really an extremely good story and memory to be shared and remembered. Seriously, we won a lot of events held. I am so happy. :)

Come, lets have a look at those pictures below. Lets go!

STIG-X OFFICIAL SONG!

Around the battlefield. Basically, the places I had games.

Discussing the strategies!

My number is 65. Heee~ ;)

Obviously nervous face pretending to be very cool. :P

Cheer time! GO, GO, VOLGOOO! ^_^

Receiving orders from the judges. :)

The girl who is stretching her hands up is me! :3

This is the handball game. We lose with dignity. :')

As I played games but non of them win, so on the closing ceremony day, I was wearing a casual blouse cause I was not going to receive any medals. T__T

The loser! :P

With Alia on the left and Fara on the right. :)

Hot roommate, Zai (left) with cute Kak Akmal! :)

Again, roommate with Moscow-rians, Asma(left) and Anis(right).

Actually there were a lot of pictures taken during this three days program. However, I am too lazy to take and share all those pictures from the seniors and friends. Hew3! :3 So, if you want to see more pictures, do have a look on my profile in FB. :)

However, I am so happy to be involved in this program and game even though I had contributed nothing. I only played some games and our team didn't win the battle. I do feel like I'm the reason of the failure. I'm the loser!

Never mind, I still have time as I wll join this for 5 years more. Will try again next year and this time I will come back at least with 1 medal. I will! *fiery eyes*

For all the athletes who won, congratulations for your success. For those who were not lucky enough, try your luck next year. InsyaAllah. The result is just nothing. What is more important is the effort you put in order to achieve the success. There must be a reason behinds anything that happened right? Who knows?

For sure, Allah is the best planner and will always be the best. He'll gives you the best among the best. Thank you, Allah! :')

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Next entry would be about how I spent my two weeks holiday? I promise you it would be a very long one with a few parts. :3